I NEED Christian and Jewish help please... im so lost...?

ok im christain i believe Jesus is the savior and messiah but i got interested in Jews so i was reaserching and the internet for one made me confused... well i like some of the Jewish things like i would like to be a Jew but still believe in Christ can i do that? I have seen yes and no and some stuff about a type of Jew that believes both well every one else in my family (its a seperated family both remaried) believes in Christ as the messiah just like me. I want to know more. and i texted my youth pastor right before i started typeing this can a jew belive in christ as the messiah he just texted back there are common jews who believe that but most do not. well umm if there is a kosher sign can a Jew eat it? just tell me some info please about Jewish people that believe in CHRIST please.... and if i decide to do Jewish holodays and such please tell me some things about it and how to tell my family> and could i go to my same old Baptist church i love it verry much.... thanks in advance